i always said she lived in her lies.

bt now im the one whos living in the lie

i always thought she misses me and know im the best

bt the truth is she hates me and nvr want me back

i always said i dont want her back

the truth is i miss her tons

i pretend to be mean. tht way she wont know how much i hurt

i tell myself im happy. give myself smiles and say its not a big deal

it really isnt.

i know it isnt.

bt if it isnt.then y did it hurt so bad.

i miss being around ppl tht i know

college is making life harder

a semester feels like a yr to me.

i wish im not tht emotional..